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Areazel
27 September 2009 @ 09:53 pm
I fell asleep in the car on the way home from NYAF, I was cosplaying toris, and was using my flag as a blanket pillow thingie, so yeah.  My friend took this of me asleep, i think it's sorta cute~

 
 
Areazel

1. Angst

The crack of a whip

A scream, as blood seeped.

2. AU

“Fetch my briefcase.”

“O-of course”

“Good boy” He said sneering.


3. Crack!fic

“I MISSED YOU SO!”

Oh lord, he was coming over.

4. Crossover

“Assassinate the Kazekage” Toris said

.“…right.” Ivan said, smiling nastily.

5. First Time

Toris blushed heavily as he was pinned to the wall/

 

6. Fluff

Ivan and Toris, by the fire

Together, now and forever.

 

7. Humour

A snowball hit him, he turned to see Toris laughing.

 

8. Hurt/Comfort

The red cuts stung as Ivan gently tended to them.



9. Smut

Toris’ body shuddered feeling Ivan’s hot lips against his skin


10.
UST

Holding his chilled body tightly

…If only to warm him.

 
 
Areazel
20 August 2009 @ 04:48 pm
Sooo yeah, I am totally in want of a good Hetalia Roleplay. I mean, of course nothing to serious, but something that'll last a enough to get a good plot down. I don't need a plot idea all..ya know, plotted out. But if you want that, sure~ Or we can just let it go where it goes~

I would prefer if the responses were like, at least four or five sentences long, at least. ^^
But as for IC or OOC, I'm not too strict, but I'd prefer to try to stay IC. But I'm rather relaxed about it, as I am sure you can tell xDD
I am online most of the time, on AIM. However, if you'd like to do it over MSN, I can get on MSN messenger, it just makes my computer confused.

AIM: suigetsugaara
MSN: hiddentigers@gmail.com

Pairings I'd like
HongKonx_______
Ivanx_______
(I have only really played those two characters -sweatdrop-)
 
 
Areazel
08 May 2009 @ 11:11 pm
So like. I am sitting here watching TV, I dunno... It's like, odd. xD

Anywho, I am here and posting cause I am looking for someone to roleplay with. I dunno what I am in the mood for, and I think, it's probably a few different couples.


       •PeinxKonan
       HianxKakuzu
       SasorixDeiara

I mean, I mostly roleplay Naruto. So like, yeah, I was wondering if any one wanted to RP one of those pairings. So like, yeah, if anyone wants to RP with me, I would love it~

xD

-areazel


 
 
Current Location: curled up in bed
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: nothing.
 
 
Areazel
Once you've been tagged, you have answer this and tag 15 people, including the person who tagged you. (Might not tag that many people.)

1. What color is your toothbrush?
Teal & Silver.

2. Name one person who made you smile today:
Guess~.

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Sitting in the school hallway~ 
good times....Good times~

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Sitting infront of the computer watching Desperate Housewives~
>.>
<.<

5. What is your favorite candy bar?
Twix

6. Have you ever met a famous person?
yesyes

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"shut it and shove it"

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
atm Cookie Dough~

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Mango Bubble Tea

10. Do you like your wallet?
Of course~ It has Gaara-Sama on it~

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Bubble  Gum

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nope~

13. The last sporting event you watched?
Like...none...  xD

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Chocolate~

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
Charlie

16. Ever go camping?
No.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
I am supposed to. But no.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
Fuck no.

19 Do you have a tan?
Nope~

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
Depends on mah mood~

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Yeah~ but in a can without one.

22. What did your last text message say?
"Dance bitch, Dance" 
dun ask~

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Report day -_-

24. WHEREDID24GO?!

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
A computer chair, and another computer, and a window, and a printer... must I go on?

26. What color is your watch?
None~

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
My cousins~

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
No fast food for me~

30. What is your favorite number?
Three depending~

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ari

32. Any plans today?
It's 10:25pm. So not really.  Watch more Desperate Housewives probably~

33. doesn't exist!

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
Humanity

35. Last song listened to?
Love Game - Lady Gaga

36.Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Umm... After Z, not really.

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Nope~

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Dr. Martins boots~

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Nope~

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
Dunno~

41. Do you love anyone?
Sure.

42. Do any of your friends have children?
Yup~

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Live. Fail. Roleplay. Fail some more.

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yes~

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
I think so?

46. What color is your car?
Grey Green... Depends on the light~

47. Do you like cats?
Yupp~

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Yes~

49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Once~

50, How did you get your worst scar?
Cutting~


Dunno why I posted this~ I will put up a real entry later~
 
 
Current Location: at my desk~
Current Mood: -yawn-
Current Music: none
 
 
Areazel

.watch them bend . watch them break.

'Here I sit, all alone, in the dark
Counting the ways to tear you apart
'

A young red headed boy sat in the corner of the room. The darkness was absolute; it seemed to be creeping in on him. Crushing his small body. His eyes were shut tightly his pudgy hands pressed over his ears trying to block out the sound that resembled bones being pushed to the point of shattering. His breaths came in ragged gasps as he couldn't get rid of the sounds. The demon within his body mind and intertwined with his soul was pushing him. Bending him, breaking him, molding him into a twisted creature.

'Contemplating why you don't feel bad
I guess I wasn't the best that you had '

His father was seated in the office, the grand office that belonged to the Kazekage. The Kazekage, the monsters father, but one who would refuse to acknowledge his children as his own. They weren't children, they were merely pawns to be used and sacrificed in the battle for power His eldest daughter and eldest son weren't his children. They were some of his most powerful weapons. He needed them to form bonds with their red headed creature of a brother. If they created bonds they would have an easier time killing him when the time came. They needed to be trained brutally so they could slaughter this monstrosity in human form. This mistake. This experiment gone horribly wrong.

'You don't even realize I'm barely alive
Why don't you feel my pain?
Why don't you feel the same?'

Back in the dark room the young child had been reduced to sobbing. His body was clothed in rags the only other thing in the room with him was a teddy bear that was almost as big as he was. This bear was with him at al times; his pale arms were wrapped tightly around the brown bear. His tears dripping onto its worn fabric as he sobbed. He couldn't understand this. Why did people treat him like he was something not meant to live. Why didn't they want to even look at him. Why didn't he only deserve to be locked up within himself. He sobbed his body aching and trembling as he turned these thoughts over in his mind. Why did no one else know how he felt. His siblings, the word meant nothing to him, were always kept separate from him. He was isolated and the only one he could trust was his uncle. His uncle had protected him, helped him, been his support.

'You should be just like me Living in misery'

Then the fateful night came. The night when everything was pulled from under him. The night his uncle died. Was killed, committed suicide. Not only that, but he had caused it, he was sent to assassinate the redhead. To kill him.

'As it stands, I can't stand the sight of you
But I can't look away no matter what I try to do
Smiling vicious, to hide your intentions
Unaffected by all my affections'

His eyes were insomnia ringed as his sobs dyed out, as he ran out of tears. As his body complained to him, his sobs were soon gone and he became silent. His gaze shifted as he looked out the window to the empty streets below. The wind screeched as it raced through the narrow lonely streets. The boy looked up at the round building that was near his window, he could still see the blood stains that had marked the sand. The building itself seemed to always want to remind him, of the horror he was. He remembered the smile on his uncle's face as the man revealed the truth of it all. The pain, the hurt, the hate. It had been a few months since this incident. He used to feel the need to cry or some sort of horror when he looked at the building. But not now.

'It feels just like I'm dying inside'

Now he just saw the building, saw the pain he had caused. He would learn to love it. He would learn that love was pain. That if you caused pain there would be no love. If you loved there would be a constant pain. Why not suffer less. Cause the pain, make others hurt, watch them suffer, and watch them learn the horror if it all. Watch them bend and break.

'I gave it all and you took it away
I gave it all and you took it away
I gave it all and you took it away - you took it away
I gave it all and you took it away - you took it away
I gave it all and you took it away - you took it away'

A cold smirk graced the small child's face. His eyes no longer held tears, and never would. He wouldn't hurt. He would cause hurt. He would watch people suffer, make them suffer. He would rip all they loved away from them. He would give a cold twisted smile as he watched them scream. He would enjoy watching them fall apart. He would watch them give it all.

He would take it away.

He would watch them bend.

Watch them break.

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Current Music: Misery - Hypnogaja
 
 
Areazel
26 April 2009 @ 10:21 pm
Well yeah, I dunno what to put in this journal.  I kinda hate the fact that I am online, on messangers, and just like, staying invisable because I know that I will see everybody online, and I know  they won't IM me, and I just. I dunno, I guess I just don't want to have to face that.  The knowing that they are there, but just not bothering to IM me. I mean, I am not an attention seeker, I just like to talk to people. 

Sadly, I know people like to avoid me becuase I am a sad pathetic excuse for a human being. Whatever. I am just here ranting.  I dunno, I guess staying invisiable is nice, becuase I can see that my friends are talking. I am glad they have people to talk to, to fall in love with, to share secrets with. I'm truely glad for them. I was never really supposed to have someone like that, as I always say. Second best.

I dunno, I guess I am typing here for the soul reason that it only bothers people who bother to read this. And I doubt anyone will. So yeah. I am just gonna continue here with my life. Woop-de-freaking-do.

I think I am hugry, but I can't eat, anytime I do I just throw it back up in a matter of minutes. I can't sleep, I never have been able to, but still. I hate it. I honestly, hate it. But I can't help it. If I think of some people out there it gets worse, so much worse. So bad I can't breath. If I mention them in my thoughts I feel as if the whole fucking world is crashing down around me.  I hate it, I wish I could act like a normal person. Not fucking live like I need a damn mannual for everything I do. Everything I feel.
But I do.  I need someone to tell me what to do. Someone to tell me that they can do something, even if they can't. Just someone to be there. That is all I want. And I hate the fact that everytime I find someone, something
happens. I do something to fuck it up. I hate myself for it.

so long and good bye~
areazel``
 
 
 
Current Location: nowhere.
Current Mood: [ let it all fall down ]
Current Music: Illusion - VNV Nation
 
 
Areazel
26 April 2009 @ 12:51 am

Out of all of your favorite books, pick just one you'd recommend everyone read. As a bonus: why did you pick that one?


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I would recoment Fight Club.  Or the Demonata series~

Good books if you don't want heavy reading~

 
 
Areazel

D' you breathe the name of your savior in your hour of need,
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning

The woman’s eyes were staring out the window next to her bed, it was late. She was supposed to be asleep, but that was something that never seemed to come to her. Not easily at least. Her eyes were glassy, they reflected the lights of the city. The sky was shadowed by rain clouds, as it always was. She sighed a bit as she curled underneath the blankets a shiver passing through her as she tried to sleep yet again. It was hopeless, if she allowed her body to dream it would be a nightmare, if she stayed awake she could keep them away. She lay there for a while, like she did every night. Like all other nights she finally sat up and she walked over to the window and sat herself down the edge of it and she looked out the window at the rain as it fell from the sky. Konan supposed there was something beautiful about it. Something ironic, God controlled the rain, but his angel couldn't survive in it. Sad really.

The blue haired woman had her hands folded neatly in her lap as she sat still in her chair as she was told to. She always did what she was told to do, that was who she was. She hated to be a bother, but when she was ordered to do something she would push someone until they broke and she got what was requested. She supposed that was why she managed to stay beside Pein's side all these years. Sometimes she wondered why she stayed with him, the answer in all honesty would be that he was her only friend. The only one she would trust with her life. She hoped he would to, but she would never know.

She sighed a bit as she sat in front of the vanity table in her room. Her legs were folded beneath her as she slowly and methodically applied her make up. She swept blue over her eyelids and she pulled her purple-blue hair back into a loose bun on the side of her head. Her fingers pulled a piece of paper from the pile she had on the vanity. She glanced at herself in the mirror before she went about folding the origami flower. It was so simple to her, she had been folding the same flower for years. Everyday she needed a new one. A small smile graced her lips as she thought of that. A new flower every day, because everyday by the end of it, the delicate flower would managed to become dirty and crushed. Very much like her...She pushed that thought away. She let a small chuckle come from her throat as she thought of this. Soon the paper flower was done and she sat up straight pushing it into her hair and she looked at herself before she felt around the small box on the vanity for her labret and she pushed it into place and she nodded to herself not particularly wanting to see her reflection anymore.

Her slim body shivered a bit when her feet hit the stone cold floor, she muttered softly to herself. It was always cold here, or so it seemed. She sat down on her bed and she carefully pulled her shoes on and she zipped them up before she stood and she smoothed out her clothing. She glanced one last time at herself in the mirror before averting her gaze to the ground as she left her room to go do the bidding of her God.

Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love
my life ain't nothing but this

Carnival of Rust

x-posted in [info]silent_union 
 
 
Current Location: In my bed~
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Carnival of Rust
 
 
 
 

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